Dear ninja friends,
I'm writing to tell you that I'm kind of freaking out--which is unlike me. Not that I usually have it all together or anything, but I do (normally) manage to keep my head above water.
However, right this very minute I feel very much under water. Job drama, drama in my personal life that hit me like a fist to the stomach, house drama . . . it's sucking my creative energy so what little I have left needs to be put to use on DESOLATION, which I'm trying to get out by a certain date.
I hate failing. I do not like that I'm backing out of the A-Z challenge with only a few days left, but I need to huddle and focus on what's most important and only that for a little while. I think it would be presumptuous of me to continue blogging, asking you to read my posts, when there's no reasonable way I'll be getting around to reading yours.
I believe blogging is a friendship, a shared experience--it can't be all you and no me. I'd rather take a break and come back when I can show you my gratitude by paying back your kindnesses.
If you're the praying kind, a prayer on behalf of my family would be most appreciated. If David doesn't find work soon I'm afraid . . . Well, I guess I'm just afraid.
Hugs and loves to all of you. See you (hopefully) soon!
p.s. Don't be afraid to enter the giveaway if you haven't already! I'll announce the winner on May 1st!